Someday all you will have to light the way will be a single ray of
hope,
and that will be enough"
~Kobi Yamada~
It isn't a calamity to die with dreams unfulfilled,
but it is a calamity not to dream.
It is not a disgrace not to reach for the stars,
but it is a disgrace to have no stars to reach for"
~Benjamin Mays~
I expect to pass through this world but once.
Any good therefore that I can do,
or any kindness or abilities that I can show to any fellow creature,
let me do it now.
Let me not defer it or neglect it,
for I shall not pass this way again"
~William Penn~
I have a reputation for being a good 'Trencherman', meaning a big eater. I do like to eat food, and there
has not been much food I've not liked. And when I read that the City of Santa Maria Latino
Peace Officers Association had a Menudo Cook-Off Fundraiser this last weekend that I was not invited
to, I almost fell off my chair. I mean, I could have gone from booth to booth eating a
little Menudo from each participant and probably gotten around to seconds from a few of
them. But maybe that is why I wasn't notified, they ran out of Menudo about halfway
through due to huge crowds, with me there it would have been just that much sooner. And I
might get frantic rushing to get the Menudo before anyone else, the cops knew to keep me
away so that everyone could have something to eat.
Now, my standard for Menudo is the best I've ever eaten, and that
is from Mama Ramos, brought to me on occasion by my buddy Tomas who knows how much I like
that Menudo she makes. I mean, when you are judging anything, you tend to judge all
individuals by the highest standard you have come upon, and Mama Ramos makes the best. I
am sure if she had her own restaurant and made Menudo for the fundraiser, she'd have
beaten all the others, hands down.
Yo Tommy, come springtime I'll trade you a tub of cactus for
a bowl of that Menudo.
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Now, speaking of eating, the debate over public breast feeding
continues unabated. The article entitled 'Food or Lewd explores the issue with the 'Lactavists' (lactating
activists) cheering the way.
January 30, 2007
Sic Semper Tyrannis
Disclaimer: while I really like both the shows mentioned
here, I do think they are not for children to watch.
The HBO series Rome
is coming along so very well now. While some argue that it is straying from historical
facts, one can also say that history is clouded and written by the victors, so it is
difficult to ascertain with certainty the actual events that transpired in such a
machiavellian world as ancient Rome.One
can read some posts on the subject.
I find it refreshing to see the
grit and dirt of ancient Rome, much as I imagine it probably was. Usually we are
provided with a 'whitewashed and sanitized' sense of these ancient societies. We can be so
repelled by the horror of their day-to-day existence, and the abhorrent practices that
these are conveniently often not mentioned. But this season of Rome delves deep into the
decadence of that society that was on the one-hand egalitarian and enlightened yet
simultaneously depraved and debasing. We get a sense of what ancient times were from
this series. One can read about the Appian wars, or a little more info on the intrigue in court and the wars and battles that led to the
overthrow of Caesar and the immediate political and social announcements made to forestall
hemorrhage of the empire/republic.
Now, it can be argued that the
texts given above are the same smelly old skins used for millennia for instruction, and
that they lack the color and depth of insight to human emotions contained in the series,
and yes, I agree. History is the story of humanity, it should be shown from the lens of
the lives of the time. We should know that these are actual humans with their
insecurities and frailties both exposed and hidden that all people have had from time
immemorial. It is good when history can be made to come alive through entertaining
programs such as HBOs Rome and Deadwood.It
cannot yet be reckoned how many children and young people will look into their musty
history books to confirm whether Atia was killed by poison, and did Marc Antony really
threaten Cicero?
An interesting perspective on the Roman
events of the time is given by Nicolaus of Damascus a contemporary of the time,whos
writings on the life of Augustusand Octavian
Caesar are very interesting.
History is for the victors to
write, but it is for humans to dig and research the true story, and if a television series
such as this can awaken dormant interest in history, Im all for it.
You
go HBO!!!
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Now, if we acknowledge that
history is the story of human beings, and not just facts and figures, we should look to
the living history walking around us each day. This living history is the oft-neglected
seniors among us, those with the firsthand knowledge of the most terrible of wars,
inhumanity and depravity all within lifetimes still living.
The oldest among them passed away
recently. She held at 114 years of age the title of 'oldest living person'. This is a
title she held regrettably for only four days before she also succumbed, and passed the
torch on to another 114 year old person.
What is so remarkable about
this woman is the fact that her parents were both born into slavery in the USA. Even
though it has been some 143 years since the last slaves were freed, it is remarkable to
think that a living person had parents who were born slaves.
It is good to think of the
gains made in her lifetime and that of her parents.
January 29, 2007
Gopher, my nemesis
Western Pocket Gopher is a destructive little cuss that enjoys
munching on cactus even more than his usual fare. And I line the cactus up in neat little
rows for him to go munching down.
This winter has frozen us out, and as usual we also have to
contend with these little gophers eating up almost everything we grow. The winter
cold temperatures did not curtail their activities, instead it has stimulated their desire
to travel through the damp easily diggable earth looking for my cactus. But this also
means that I have more of the external clues to their travels as they travel and make a
new hole on the surface with it's ensuing mound of nice friable soil. This means both I
and the cats have more success with our respective gopher hunting ventures, me by trap and
them by hook and claw.
I've thought about putting up a 'confirmed kill' counting
board. This would keep me motivated, and also would help me in my contention that the cats
are actually working animals and thereby a legitimate business expense with all the
resulting tax benefits.
Now there is a problem in that our cats are barnyard animals
and not in the habit of presenting us with their kills which they much prefer to eat on
the spot. Therefor it is a good guess that they kill ten for each one I know about.
So far this year, we are one to one, the cats and I....or
maybe it's ten to one.
Here's some of the recent damage from one gopher, this time
on Agave americana below.
This is an Agave americana, it is a pretty plant, but does get a bit
large. It is also a bit dangerous with the sharp spines, you don't want to ride a bicycle
into this, so don't plant it where kids will go.
This is how it is supposed to look, and does until a gopher takes a
fancy to it.
This is one that a gopher killed last week. The little rotund
#@$%^&# creatures actually lay under the plant, slowly taking their time eating up
into the heart of the plant. Now this is a large amount of heartmeat for a little
half-pound animal, so I am sure it is some days of lazily munching away, having to move
his fat little body up higher as he eats his way into what is in essence a little house
for him. When he has eaten all the good stuff out, he will take an evening to leave
overland and find a new plant, or he might just dig his way through the ground to the next
one. It is when they leave their burrows for their occasional nighttime forays that the
cats are likely to get them.
This is the next Agave over, it was eaten out a couple of weeks ago.
All of the heart and meat of the plant is gone. All that is left is the large leaves to be
gathered, and carried to the compost pile.
I like to set my traps in the morning or evening. I do a
quick look-around for new digging piles. Those are the active burrows. I dig into
them until I find the open tunnel. I them place the plastic tubular box trap called 'The
Black Hole'. These things really work well. I have good success. I leave the
cats to get the most of them, but sometimes I do take it on myself to get one that is
causing some particular damage, or some areas that have particular plants I don't want
munched at all.
After writing and posting this, a friend wrote to let me
know of Juicy Fruit gum, which is actually a quite efficient killer of gophers. Just open
the hole until you get to the tunnel, unwrap the gum in such a way that your skin does not
touch it, and drop it into the hole, shove it in a bit with a stick if it is outside
of the tunnel. The gopher will eat it, and the gum will cause an intestinal blockage and
cause the gopher to die a long horrid death. But since we are organically
certified we cannot use any substance which is not approved, and sadly an organic farmer
cannot use chewing gum to kill gophers. We are allowed to trap them, but not to poison
with gum.
January 28, 2007
BrokeBack Boulder
Brokeback Boulder, the site of a near-fatal vehicle accident
I was going to visit a neighbor and was a bit startled when
I saw this most excellently cut metal sign that says "Broke Back Boulder".
I wondered for a second about the significance of this statement, and then I
recalled that a neighbor had run into a boulder and down into the creek recently and broke
his back. It turns out that his friends and family put the sign up to 'rib' him
afterwards.
The accident and his good recovery are a testament to our
medical system and his own good health, prayers and positive thinking. Thanks also goes to
the cowboys up at The Bull Riding School run by Gary Leffew. Turns out the man's horn
became stuck on after his body impacted the steering wheel, the fellows at Leffew's place
heard the horn blaring, and came to investigate. They summoned proper medical care and the
man is off to a good (miraculous some say) recovery.
Good goin' guys!
January 26, 2007
On Ancient Humans
A friend of mine once said that we owe fire, walking
upright, the wheel, and the entire basis of humanity to the Caveman.
For thousands of years Modern Humans and the Neanderthal
lived in parts of the Mid East and Europe concurrently. There has often been speculation
that they might have had some friendly interspecies cross pollination, but this is usually
dismissed by most researchers. But now a human skull with features of both peoples has been found in Romania.
Is this proof, or is it just an earlier form of Modern Humans?
Another
article discusses the possibility that Humans got a particular gene from Neanderthals
that has helped us to advance to our present stage....very interesting.
Did Neanderthals practice cannibalism? Most researchers do
seem to agree that this may have happened during times of stress and low food resources
and ceremonial use. An excellent
article discusses this.
And now to prove that we owe much to the Caveman, we are starting to
see the prejudices against Cavemen to be exposed by Hollywood which is in the process of
making the first feature film with an 'all Caveman' cast. Yes, we own much to the humble
Caveman indeed.
But then....maybe you can't teach an old Caveman new tricks.
January 25, 2007
Grindhouse
It's always fun when Hollywood comes up the coast to the
beautiful fertile hills and valleys of the Central Coast. Right now the latest big
production to hit locally has been the Quentin Tarantino/Robert Rodriguez Double-Feature called Grindhouse.
This film is two movies shot by two different Directors, and put together and sold as one
long movie double feature with fake movie trailers between. It is a novel concept of
marketing and Production.
Quentin is filming his movie in the Santa Ynez valley where
the locals are having fun seeing some of the cast dining and visiting around.
Rodriguez is filming his part in Texas.
The Central Coast makes a perfect film location in so many
ways. The weather is pretty reliable, the service roads good, and it is an easy three
hours and less from the LA area. And the bonus is the glorious scenery. The
Grindhouse movie is filming on the Figueroa Mountain hillsides, and will reference to it
in the film as Virginia.
January 24, 2007
On Happiness
Happiness... what is it and how does one attain it? Why is
it some people in abysmal conditions still can maintain their happiness, while others who
seem to have all can be miserable?
It is not in the acquisition of material items, friends, or
even your family. We all know people who have those things, and relentlessly strive for
more because they still are not happy.
Scientists have been studying meditation and it's
relationship to happiness. There is an article on The
Happiest Man in the World. Matthieu Ricard shows us that we all can be happy,
even if you're French!
Happiness is a serious problem is a book by the noted Radio Talk Show
Host Dennis Prager. In it he
puts forth the idea that your happiness is not only your business, it is the business of
all people you interact with. It is your responsibility to be decent and happy for the
happiness of the people you are around.
No one likes to be around a curmudgeon, they are like an
infectious organism that can walk around spreading it's own unhappiness to each person it
touches. You need to open up, to appreciate the little things as well as the big things
you have. And to get to the gnat of it all, happiness is a human need, a necessity that
must be held onto and cultivated. Whenever you have a happy moment, think on it for a
second, feel the thrill inside you as you luxuriate in the happy feelings. And later, when
the world throws all it's refuse at you in a seeming attempt to bring you down, think back
to the good times, revel in the feelings you got when you are happy, and it will tone down
the hard feelings that life can bring.
And speaking of happiness...who doesn't love horses?
A Native American friend of mine (He is from the Sioux
tribe) once told me he'd been told as a child that the Whites bringing the horse to North
America was almost good enough to undo the harm done to his people.
Horses are one of the first animals used by humans for
transportation and power. As such they are high in the mythology of humanity for
millennia. It is a pleasure to see humans and horses working in tandem.
On TV today I saw an ad for a Horse/Human Circus called Cavalia. It seems
a blend of the famed Lippizaner
Stallions, and the 'Cirque
du Soleil'. It is on tour through the US right now. As I write it is in California at
Irvine (Orange County). This sounds like a show that will remain in the heart for years. A
sure cure for the blues, and something to think back on when you need to remember
happiness.
I've had a few horse people tell me horses are stupid. While
I know they do have their problems, these seem to be related to the environment they
evolved into, so once you understand why they are scared of flappy things (like tarps and
boards on the ground), or things over their heads (like flags and loose paneling in the
wind) you can work around their fears, help them to get over their fears and conquer them.
Horses are one of the blessings given to humanity, they are more than just a fun thing to
ride, they are an essential part of the story of mankind.
January 23, 2007
Octagonal Barn
An octagonal barn, South of San Luis Obispo on Higuera Ave.
In the late eighteen hundreds there were many octagonal and
round barns being built. It was a practical method for regulating the many activities that
happened in the days of animal power. As animal power was replaced by engine power, the
round barns became less practical, and are seldom built anymore.
This particular barn is listed as a landmark.
January 22, 2007
Shell Beach
Past sunset at Shell Beach, a half moon slowly follows the sun over the
brink of the Earth.
Shell Beach is a pretty nice place, if ever in this area you
must stop by and have a nice lunch at one of the fine restaurants n this little beach
town. There are also many good small family type hotels that will put you up for the
night. This is one of the nicer places on the Central Coast, California's 'Crown
Jewel'.
January 19, 2007
Dogs
Whitie and I took a one mile plus hike to visit a neighbor and let them
know their wellpipe had burst during the freezing night.
On the way back home his dogs followed us all the way to our
house. Little Whitie (our Chihuahua) is pictured here after the neighbor's farm dogs
climbed up the little cliff they are standing on. Poor little Whitie tried to climb the
cliff also and follow the big dogs, but he only made it part way up the cliff.
Both of the neighbor's dogs on the small clifftop.
Whitie is a pretty good fellow, he's my 'little buddy'. He
has a heart so much bigger than his size can back up.
I've watched him chase foxes, 'coons, 'possums and cattle,
and he's had several unfortunate encounters with a skunk (he's gonna get that critter one
day he says). He even treed a mountain lion once (it just didn't like his little
yapping mouth I think).
So it is cute and sad to watch him try to keep up with the
big tough dogs in this neighborhood. He just can't engage in the rough hardy play fighting
(dominance testing) these local dogs engage in.
We had one neighborhood dog that had tangled with a badger
under their house, the dog was a huge mean looking mongrel that forever after had one big
huge lip hanging down and swinging after being torn apart by the badger. It was thereafter
a grinning macabre fanged creature, it's features fixed into a permanent tooth baring grin
of danger, teeth always on display, and that big huge lip hanging down several inches
below where it should have been attached. It drooled dog slobber all around as
it viciously barked at anyone coming to the farmstead. Just one look at that dog,
and you know you don't want to get out until the owner tells the dog to simmer down.
Another neighbor had a dog named 'Cujo', like the Stephen
King dog. And this Cujo lived up to his name, and his reputation continues.
Yes, critters here are tough, or they don't last long.
January 18, 2007
Effects of Drugs and Alcohol on Spiders
A very enlightening video came my way yesterday from a friend.
The moisture in the air of the Central Coast will sometimes make a most
beautiful display on spider webs. Here it deposits as dew on some spider webs on a
forklift.
January 17, 2007
"The world will know that few stood against many"
~Tag line from the movie '300'~
The movie '300' is a Hollywood recreation of the battle of Thermopylae
in 480 BC. The movie is not as historically accurate as The History
Channel would have made it, but I bet it'll be a really fun movie to watch if you like
battle scenes, epic events and heroic valor.
My father is a veteran of two wars and quite an amateur
historian. Thermopylae was one of the great battles he spoke of often. I think he'd like
to see this movie, but I know my mom won't go with him to the movie theater to see this
violent movie. Maybe I should take him and the two of us guys could watch the movie
together.
At Thermopylae there is a monument called the 'Epitaph of
Simonides', it was translated in the Movie Chariots of Fire as ...
"Go tell the Spartans, stranger passing by,
that here, obedient to their laws, we lie"
There is a similar epitaph inscribed on the Commonwealth
cemetery war memorial at Kohima. It was inspired by the epitaph of Simonides....
"When You Go Home, Tell Them Of Us And Say,
For Their Tomorrow, We Gave Our Today "
It is due to the valor of so many in the past and in our
present that we have the freedom we have. Else we so long ago would have succumbed to the
depths of depraved ideologies.
Remember that to most regimes, the only meaning of peace
is total submission to their will.
Some lyrics from 'Sunburst'
~By Bob Seger~
The smoke begins to rise
A sea of staring eyes
Gaze on the sunburst
His weapon at his side
He flashes it with pride
Before his legions
Fires begin to rage
And they engulf the stage
All right
Bring on the night
'Full Circle'
~Loreena McKennit~
Stars were falling deep in the darkness
as prayers rose softly, petals at dawn
And as I listened, your voice seemed so clear
so calmly you were calling your god
Somewhere the sun rose, o'er dunes in the desert
such was the stillness, I ne'er felt before
Was this the question, pulling, pulling, pulling you
in your heart, in your soul, did you find peace there?
Elsewhere a snowfall, the first in the winter
covered the ground as the bells filled the air
You in your robes sang, calling, calling, calling him
in your heart, in your soul, did you find peace there?
What is the allure of the 'Old Warrior Poets'? Why is that
they, knowing of death, take refuge in books, history and poetry?
'I am a Rock'
~Simon and Garfunkel~
A winters day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
Its laughter and its loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Don't talk of love,
But I've heard the words before;
Its sleeping in my memory.
I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.
'Siuil A Run' (Apx spelling)
Siuil A Run (pron. Shool Roon) is an English/Gaelic song that is a song
of the loneliness of a woman who's man has gone off to war..
Shule, shule, shule aroon,
Shule go succir agus, shule go kewn,
Shule go dheen durrus oggus aylig lume,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
I wish I was on yonder hill
'tis there I'd sit and cry my fill,
And every tear would turn a mill.
Ill sell my rock, Ill sell my reel,
Ill sell my only spinning wheel,
To buy my love a sword of steel
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
Ill dye my petticoats, Ill dye them red,
And round the world Ill beg my bread,
Until my parents shall wish me dead.
I wish, I wish, I wish in vain,
I wish I had my heart again,
And vainly think Id not complain.
But now my love has gone to France,
To try his fortune to advance;
If he e'er come back, 'tis but a chance.
You can hear the song at Siuil A Run below:
January 16, 2007
Ice Art
Our neighbors made some art on their trees by leaving the
sprinkler on all night during one of our recent cold nights. This kept the water from
freezing in the pipes, and put it on the trees in the form of these interesting icicles.
It's not often that we see cold temperatures like this. It
happens every five to ten years. We had some temperatures in the same range back in about
'98, and before that was in about 1990. California grows such a huge amount of the
vegetables for the nation, that this freeze will have a large impact on the availability
and price of vegetables for the next few months and more.
It can cause havoc and much loss for many, but it also
creates opportunity for others. For instance, the vegetable market is realizing the
harvest of fresh veggies will be so reduced that prices will go up. Anyone who has veggies
that got through unscathed will be able to demand premium price. This condition might last
for several months, so growers who get started today will be one more day in the range of
high prices and good return.
January 15, 2007
Heavy Ice in the Golden State
or
Cowboy Philosophy
Yep, we've been hit pretty hard by winter and it's attendant icy
cold conditions. Our cactus is hardy enough to live through the winter, but it definitely
does not thrive in these cold conditions. We might lose some of the mass of the plants,
meaning they might become so damaged that only the bottom foot will remain living. As
might be expected, this will delay the regrowth in the spring, and lead to a lower harvest
until the middle of summer.
Every year is different, you just never know what's gonna
pop up and hit you in the nose, and sometimes it can hit pretty hard too.
We have an old neighbor, who's since sold his family land
and moved away. He is so old that no one here knows how old he really is. He was born in
the little green house he lived in until he moved. His father was also born in that same
house, and his grandfather was one of the first people to take up homesteading in this
canyon. He bought some 1,600 acres back in the mid eighteen eighties. The old neighbor
once took me out to his field after I'd stopped by to let him know much of a field had run
down onto the road, and deposited a foot deep of his fertile loam soil. He looked me in
the eye, and said "that's the beauty of farming, you never know what's gonna come
along, or how it's gonna work out".
He has now moved on to a house in town, and I bet he's just
puttering around there now, remembering the old days on his tractor tilling his fields. He
was a good neighbor, and we wish him and his wife the best in their new home in town.
When I think about Country Philosophers, my mind does drift
on to 'Old Campy', as he spoke to me several times about his philosophy of life, and how
to make the best of the land without wearing it out.
~Tom T Hall~
Faster Horses
He was an old-time cowboy, don't you understand
his eyes were sharp as razor blades his face was leather tan
his toes were pointed inward from a-hangin' on a horse
he was an old philosopher of course
He was so thin I swear you could have used him for a whip
he had to drink a beer to keep his britches on his hips
I knew I had to ask him about the mysteries of life
he spit between his boots and he replied
it's faster horses, younger women, older whiskey, and more
money"
He smiled and all his teeth were covered with tobacco stains
he said "it don't do men no good to pray for peace and rain.
peace and rain is just a way to say prosperity
and buffalo chips is all it means to me."
I told him I was a poet, I was lookin' for the truth
I do not care for horses, whiskey, women or the loot
I said I was a writer, my soul was all on fire
he looked at me an' he said, "you are a liar."
it's faster horses, younger women, older whiskey, and more
money"
Well, I was disillusioned, if I say the least
I grabbed him by the collar and I jerked him to his feet
there was something cold and shiny layin' by my head
so I started to believe the things he said
Well, my poet days are over and I'm back to being me
as I enjoy the peace and comfort of reality
if my boy ever asks me what it is that I have learned
I think that I will readily affirm
Son, it's faster horses, younger women, older whiskey, and more
money"
These photos show some of the ice we've gotten in our animal watering
troughs at night. The temps have dropped to 21 degrees, which is causing us a bit of a
hard time with some of our more tender cactus.
But I also have a philosophy...I will not go through great
lifesaving maneuvers to save cactus that cannot take our wintertime temps. If a plant
cannot thrive here, we do not want it. All of the plants we sell live through the winter
here, even if they are sometimes hurt, that is a part of life. But I will not coddle a
plant, if it grows here, it gets itself through the winter on it's own, no smudge-pots or
wind machines in use here.
I know that our plants will live through the winter, and in
spring they will be reduced in size, but active and ready to grow out again. We'll have a
good summer, and that's called 'Optimism in agriculture'.
January 14, 2007
California Certified
Organic Farmers (CCOF) sent us an e-mail concerning the issues of contamination of
produce. They reference an article in the San Francisco Chronicle that questions
whether the contamination scares from this last summer and Fall might result in some
farmers giving up on bio-habitat renewal and instead opting for the old style 'clean
cultivation' that was de rigueur since the fifties. This would remove any habitat for
rodents other mammals, birds and even insects that might be thought of as being possible
vectors in the transmission of bacteria or other pathogens that we might fear.
It is a thoughtful article, and this is something that we as a society
have to think on. We must conserve our soil resources so that we can always have good soil
to feed our people, so grassed in 'waterways' will reduce soil erosion and transmission to
the watersheds of farm chemicals and silt. Hedgerows are seen as a wildlife beneficial
cultivation technique, while also reducing wind-borne soil erosion. But these same
hedgerows might shelter rodents, pigs and ruminants which might be breeding grounds
for bacteria we do not want dropped onto our produce by these nocturnal raiders. But
clean-cultivation requires all these green areas be cut and mowed or scraped to the ground
completely. And there are some who argue that this will result in less risks of
contamination.
This is a matter that requires some deep study, we must learn the most
common sources of these contamination issues, and then we must look for a sensible
solution.
January 12, 2007
Alpha Dog
Some years ago the central coast became the location for a sad
murder by a young man with the seemingly 'Entertainment Industry' name of 'Jesse James
Hollywood'. It involved a group of kids who were dealing drugs in the San Fernando Valley
(The Valley), and to teach one fellow to pay up on time in the future, they kidnapped his
totally innocent younger brother, took him into the hills behind Santa Barbara and killed
him. Hollywood quickly went into hiding, and was caught some years later hiding in a 'surfer's Paradise' on the
Brazilian Seacoast.
The controversy that is starting now has to do with the movie
(Alpha Dog) depicting the event already having been made before the main suspect has been
through the Criminal Justice process, although the other players have already been
sentenced.
I do believe it is a good movie, it was screened last year at
Sundance, and was highly regarded. Since it has so much local relevance, I have been
following a bit of the news of the case itself, and have now transferred some of that
interest to the movie also.
A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got
together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints
about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the
kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain,
plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite. He told the
group to help themselves to the coffee.
When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor
said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving
behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for
yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself
adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases
even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you
consciously went for the best cups....
... And then you began eyeing each other's cups.
Now consider this: Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position
in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup
we have does not define, nor change the quality of the Life we live. Sometimes, by
concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us.
God brews the coffee, not the cups.....Enjoy your coffee!"
The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just
make the best of everything. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly.
Leave the rest to God. You are the miracle, my friend, your life either shines a light -
or casts a shadow.
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After reading the above, I thought I should look through my dog-eared
online version of the Tao Teh Ching, I found there a similar saying...
Chapter 11
We may join thirty spokes together in a hub,
but it is the center hole that provides for the use of the wheel.
We form clay into a container,
but it is the emptiness inside
that makes it useful.
We build walls for a house,
but it is the empty space inside that we live in.
Therefore: we work with being,
But it is in non-being that there is true usefulness.
January 09, 2007
Climate Change
Science Daily has a fine article questioning whether the first
Americans killed off the Pleistocene Mega Fauna, or was it a rapid climate change?
A 379 foot Redwood found. If you ever get a chance to visit the
Redwoods, do so. They are incomparable.
January 07, 2007
Santa Maria Mural
This is an attractive mural in the town of Santa Maria. It is a fairly
accurate depiction of Main Street back in the forties. That section of street also used to
be called 'Whiskey Row' from the 1880's through the nineteen-forties. It was home
to many whiskey houses and houses that entertained the cowboys in one way or another that
was not permissible on the other side of town.
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I read an interesting
article on Paddle Surfing. It combines surfing with outrigger canoe paddles, very
interesting...and I might add, it uses boards that would hold my current prodigious
weight.
January 06, 2007
Morning Fire
These are eucalyptus branches I am burning.
Eucalyptus is a non-native invasive species. the leaves and bark
are full of oils that make it a most flammable tree.
It is generally considered good management to clean up around the
trees, hauling off all of the branches that occasionally fall, and burn them in a safe
place. This will reduce the fuel load under the trees that would ignite if a fire were to
come along.
I take great pride in my fires being mostly clear of smoke. I let
my brush and branches dry completely (usually for a half year) before igniting them. And
then I follow accepted methods of burning, such as keeping the burn section less than six
feet across, and not burning trash, garbage or agricultural residue. My fires are usually
so smoke free, that I am sure my neighbors generally do not know when I am burning.
Fire danger is very high in the zone of human wildlife interaction.
Humans tend to try to reduce fire in the first place, and then the fuel load becomes so
large that when a fire does start up, it is likely to become a conflagration and rips
through all areas with much more ferocity than it would if it were allowed to run through
more often.
We have the ability to have prescribed urn areas in this vicinity.
Our neighbors had a large burn some seven years ago. A helicopter came by dropping a
napalm-like substance from a large bucket suspended underneath. Fire crews manned the
borders including our property. Some five hundred acres were burnt to one degree or
another. I did many walks across that property afterwards, and am happy with the results
of the burning.
It could be argued that 'Smoky Bear' is the forests greatest false
friend. The concept of total eradication of fires that began in this country a century ago
ahs resulted in forests being choked with tangles of vegetation all nice and dry, ready to
go up in a firestorm of activity once the conditions are met.
The biggest problem with modern fires and the high fuel load they
have is that they seal the ground off with the extremely high heat values they contain.
The soil literally 'bakes' and glosses into a glassy substance that is unable to take in
water, then the rains will scour the soil and cut gullies destroying the land.
It is my contention that we need to have many more controlled burns
in this country, and encourage landowners to cut and burn the debris in their trees, so
that when a fire does come along, the fuel load will be smaller, and the fire will be less
destructive to wildlife, plants and the land.
January 05, 2007
Trouble me
~10,000 maniacs~
Let me have a look inside these eyes while I'm learning.
Please don't hide them just because of tears.
Let me send you off to sleep with a "There, there, now stop your turning and
tossing."
Let me know where the hurt is and how to heal.
Spare me? Don't spare me anything troubling.
Trouble me, disturb me with all your cares and your worries.
Speak to me and let our words build a shelter from the storm.
Lastly, let me know what I can mend.
There's more, honestly, than my sweet friend, you can see.
Trust is what I'm offering if you trouble me
There are artists who can so succinctly bring out the meaning of their
philosophy in song and rhyme. One of these is the singer/songwriter Natalie Merchant who
has such uplifting songs and videos. One of her best is the song called 'Trouble me' which
I enclose as a link below.
We are not here alone as individuals on this earth. We are all one
huge organism of humanity, and it is incumbent on all of us to help one another. If we do
not, we are no more than crabs scuttling across the ocean floor, each concerned only with
his own life.
Es isst ganz einfach....wir sind alle ein.
January 04, 2007
Big Bad Wolf
I was in San Luis Obispo and saw this car with a big wolf looking out
the sunroof.
Humor is one of the ways with which we define ourselves as sentient
beings, and a step above the Amoebae. Humor is one of the sparks of divinity given to us.
But sadly the same powers that give us our sense of humor, gladness and
happiness give us the opposites of sadness, fear and depression. So much of what we must
deal with as humans is to accept the sadness and loss we face as we go on this long road
of life. But also to accept and be thankful for the good times that come our way as they
filter into our lives.
I just got the call this morning that a friend of mine in Black
Mountain North Carolina passed on this morning. God bless you Peanut, you were a good
fellow. And may God help you as you go on Wilma. Blessed Be.
Life is full of highs and lows, accept the low points as you accept
the high points. There are some who say that we cannot accept and actualize the good
things in our lives without the sad things to give us a marker as to what constitutes
sadness. Accept all things that come to you, goodness and calamity, they are all part of
lifes' fortunes and misfortunes.
One of my favorite Swedish bands is Garmarna, their song Varulven
(Werewolf) is full of the darkness of the Northern latitudes.
Original Swedish Version:
Varulven
Jungfrun hon skulle åt stugan gå
Linden darrar i lunden
Så tog hon den vägen åt skogen blå
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Och när som hon kom till skogen blå
Linden darrar i lunden
Där mötte henne en ulv så grå
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Kära ulver du bit inte mig
Dig vill jag giva min silversärk
Silversärk jag passar ej på
Ditt unga liv och blod måst gå
Kära du ulver bit inte mig
Linden darrar i lunden
Dig vill jag giva min silversko
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Silversko jag passar ej på
Linden darrar i lunden
Ditt unga liv och blod måst gå
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Kära du ulver du bit inte mig
Dig vill jag giva min guldkrona
Guldkrona jag passar ej på
Ditt unga liv och blod måst gå
Jungfrun hon steg sig så högt i ek
Linden darrar i lunden
Och ulven han gick ner på backen och skrek
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Ulven han grafte den ek till rot
Linden darrar i lunden
Jungfrun gav upp ett så hiskeligt rop
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Och ungersven han sadlar sin gångare grå
Linden darrar i lunden
Han red litet fortare än fågeln flög
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Och när som han kom till platsen fram
Linden darrar i lunden
Så fann han ej mer än en blodiger arm
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
Gud trösta Gud bättra mig ungersven
Linden darrar i lunden
Min jungfru är borta min häst är förränd
Ty hon var vid älskogen bunden
English Translation:
The Werewolf
The maiden, she would go to the cottage
Linden trees quiver in the grove
So she took the path through the forest blue
She was carrying the fruit of love
And when she reached the forest blue
Linden trees quiver in the grove
There she met with a gray wolf
She was carrying the fruit of love
"O dear wolf please don't bite me
To you I will give my silver gown"
"The silver gown won't suit me at all
Your young life and your blood must go"
"O dear wolf please don't bite me"
Linden trees quiver in the grove
"I will give you my silver shoes"
She was carrying the fruit of love
"Silver shoes won't suit me at all"
Linden trees quiver in the grove
"Your young life and your blood must go"
She was carrying the fruit of love
"O dear wolf please don't bite me
I will give you my golden crown"
"A golden crown won't suit me at all
Your young life and your blood must go"
The maiden she climbed up high in an oak
Linden trees quiver in the grove
The wolf he paced the ground and howled
She was carrying the fruit of love
The wolf dug up the oak by the roots
Linden trees quiver in the grove
The maiden gave a heart-rending cry
She was carrying the fruit of love
The young page saddled his gray steed
Linden trees quiver in the grove
He rode slightly faster than a bird could fly
She was carrying the fruit of love
And when he came to the wooded place
Linden trees quiver in the grove
He found nothing more than a bloody arm
She was carrying the fruit of love
God comfort, God improve me, young page
Linden trees quiver in the grove
My maiden is gone, my horse is dead
She was carrying the fruit of love
I did not find the song Varulven on Youtube, but did find another
that encapsulates the darkness of Winter and loss in their video 'Herr Holgerr' (Mr.
Holgerr).
That video is like a glimpse into Dante's 'Inferno'.
Now, speaking of inferno, today is a 'permissive burn day', and I
have some eucalyptus branches that need to be burned, so I'll spend today alternating
between the cold of the winter (by our terms) and the heat of the fire as I spend the day
dragging branches to the inferno.
January 03, 2007
Fast Car
I saw this fast looking car gassing up in Nipomo. It has a low and lean
look to it that I liked. Sometimes, I think I'd like to again be behind the wheel of a
fast car..
The One I Loved Back Then
George Jones
The old man took my money as he stared at my Corvette
He said, I had one just like her son, in 1963
Til the man down at the bank took her from me
Oh, She was hotter than a two dollar pistol
She was the fastest thing around
Long and lean every young man's dream
She turned every head in town
She was built for fun and handlin' son I'm glad that you dropped in
She reminds me of the one I loved back then"
Then I handed him my keys and said: Here take her for a spin
The old man scratched his head, and then he looked at me and grinned
He said Son you just don't understand, it ain't the car I want
It's the brunette in your vette that turns me on
January 02, 2007
Evening Fire
It was a beautiful evening, and I had a pile of wood that needed to be
set afire, so I had me a nice little campfire in the front yard.
Good times are for enjoying.
Sometimes a moment seems so 'real', you want to linger over it for
a long time, trying to distill the essence of what life is giving you in that moment. When
these times come, open yourself to them, breath in all that life has to give you, and
remember it all, so that someday when you're away from the places and people you love, you
can have a nice little memory of 'Home' to relive.
HOME
by Sheryl Crow
This is home, home
And this is home, home
This is home
I found you standing there
When I was seventeen
Now Im thirty-two
And I cant remember what Id seen in you
I made a promise
Said it everyday
Now Im reading romance novels
And dreaming of yesterday
Id like to see the Riviera
And slow dance underneath the stars
Id like to watch the sun come up
In a strangers' arms
Im going crazy
A little everyday
And everything I wanted
Is now driving me away
I woke this morning
To the sound of breaking hearts
Mine is full of questions
And its tearing yours apart...
This is home, home
And this is home, home
This is home
Sheryl Crow and crew put up a most excellent video of the song
printed above. It hearkens back to another America, one from which Rockwell borrowed to
show the people of this land. It so reminds me of the town I grew up in, and when I watch
it, a sigh of reminiscence comes to me, and I am able to once again relive those simple
pleasures of a simple folk, on the banks of a small river, miles from anywhere.
January 01, 2007
Pack Rat
by Byrd Baylor
I run to
whatever
is shiny,
find out about
anything
new.
I sniff
a gleaming mica chip
a feather that falls
from the sky,
a pale blue turquoise bead,
a button,
the top of an old tin can,
and the pipe
that a miner
smoked by his campfire
and left on the ground
while she slept.
I take it all.
I am a gatherer of treasure . . .
of leaves
and berries and roots,
mesquite beans,
sweet red summer cactus fruit,
and a piece of a clear glass bottle
turned purple by the sun.
I stay
close to home,
close to the trails I know,
close to the rocks where I was born,
close to the cholla cactus
I climb so easily.
Everything I want
is here.
In the cool evenings
I search,
darting from rock to rock,
out of sight of coyotes and owls.
I run back and forth
with my mouth full of treasures.
I go home at sunrise,
pushing
and pulling
and rolling
all the good things
back to my nest,
my pile of sticks and dirt
and cholla cactus thorns.
It holds me safe.
It hides my shining secrets
in the dust.
This is a pack-rat in an oak tree. Usually I never get a good look at
one, they are a quick blur running through the trees, that when I see them out of the
corner of my eye and turn to them, they are already hidden away in the brush.
This is a Packrat nest. They are a collection of twigs arranged on the ground
under the oak trees. They quite often are built around a small tree for support. The twigs
seem to be arranged something like a thatch roof, directing water away from the nest,
keeping the little family warm and cozy inside.
There is such a diversity of animals and plant life all over, the
opportunities for learning are profound. To let the world pass before you without note is
a shame, yet you cannot possess it. The world is for us to use, not to own, it is a trust
given to us, and we are called to take care of all we are given to safeguard.